well i really learned somthing today, you really shouldnt take ANYTHING for granit.because you never know when your life might end. because as you know, we have lots of beaches close by and lots of things happen. so we were playing at the beach and having a blast! when abram and me were body bording and the sea can be very tricky so as we didnt notice we were soosoo far from shore when he body boreds when all the sudden i get really really light headed and can no longer touch the ground of the ocean and there are huge waves and abes way up there and i am trying so hard to swim against a very strong current and its like i was swimming in place or i get pulled back more and more and im getting very weak and i keep spitting out water when i really know whats happing and that im feeling like my life is going to end right then and there.so i yelled for abe and he sees me and comes for me but he has the body bored and i think i might almost fainted because it is very vivid. and i told him i dont feel good and that i was weak. and he couldnt touch either and the current was very strong and i felt bad cause we were far and he felt responsible to keep us both safe.and huge waves would kind of helping but not much.the feeling that rushed through me was im out at see and very strong currents and im going to die thats kind of what i was thinking.i was trying to push even though i was weak. abe looked at me and told me he loved me so i said it back i was praying we would get back to shore and i can never even can tell you the fear we were feeling and finally we got to the shore and we walked over to are parents and told them everything!!!!!!! i am so greatful for all that i have and if abe wasnt there i probley would have gave up and drown. i love my family so much and im so happy to be alive !!!!!!! now i know the post sounds kind of cheesy but its the truth!
love loraloo
ok well last night i saw a freak of nature and my mom came running in saying my dad was going to catch a HUGE tarantula! i ran out to see it and oh my gosh!!!!! i have never seen such a gross thing i mean it is cool but i mean think about it, its a spider. even the name is scary. and when i was holding it i was so afraid it would jump around make me drop it and come out. but it didnt .....good thing. my mom was freaking out! i knew she was scared of spiders but not this scared! emma was in tears she was terrified. it was acually cool to look at it so close up ,very wierd but you could see its tiny teeth in the other pics that my dad took !well i better get used to seeing them so hopfully anyone who comes to visit isnt that afraid of spiders.
